在青春期，我厌倦生活，并持续陷入自杀的边缘。然而，在那期间，对数学知识的渴望，使我抑制住了那些负面情绪。
在青春期，我厭倦生活，並持續陷入自殺的邊緣。然而，在那期間，對數學知識的渴望，使我抑制住了那些負面情緒。
In adolescence, I hated life and was continually on the verge of suicide, from which, however, I was restrained by the desire to know more mathematics.